Wednesday, June 20, 2012

18 days and counting.

Well, I can't believe the time is coming so quickly. Only 18 days until I leave with Campus Choir to Quito, Ecuador. I still can't quite comprehend that I have been chosen to impart on such a journey that lies ahead. 


I have never been out of the country. I have only been on one missions trip and it was to Chicago. This type of excursion is totally out of my comfort zone, but that's why I think God laid it on my heart to choose this route. See, I had two choices on what I wanted to do for a cross cultural trip: France or Ecuador. I prayed for a long time about which one to go on and God kept opening doors for Ecuador. At first, I was scared out of my mind. However, the closer it gets, yes, I am still scared and nervous, but I am more so excited for what God has in store ahead. I mean, what an incredible mission God has placed in front of me. Getting to lay hands on the sick, love on children from an orphanage, and singing in one of the oldest CATHOLIC cathedrals in Quito? Wow. I just cannot believe it. 


This summer has been one of growing for me. It seems as though God is trying to equip me for what is to come and I am so thankful that He has. I have been more alone this summer than ever before. Not that I do not love all my friends and I have had the opportunity to spend quality time with my boyfriend, but in a personal sense, I have been alone. God has stripped me from a lot that this summer would normally include. Haven't had the chance to see many people or talk to them. I have been working a lot which has kept me from doing those things. In this time alone, God has been maturing me as a woman and maturing me in my spiritual walk. I feel closer to God than I ever have. Even in the lowest times, I still felt His presence. I have had the opportunity to dive into His Word and delight in the joy of His presence without feeling rushed. Without the pressure of school! It's been an incredible journey thus far.


I believe that God has a lot in store for this trip. I have had dreams and God has even given me chords to a song that I will probably write after this trip. I want to be used by Him. I pray that God would work through me and that they will see Him through me. I pray that He receives all the Glory and that we start a fire in Ecuador. I believe that things will change. I believe I will change. I believe that I will have a chance to live out my mission in this world. God is going to do great things.


For everyone who gave financially toward this trip, I could not thank you enough for your obedience to God! May the Lord bless each one of you and may you reap the harvest. 


I will try to keep this blog up with my thoughts and what is going on while there. Be on the lookout for updates. Thank you for reading. Love you all and may God bless you. :)


Hannah Johnston
Matthew 5:13-16